Sunday, November 6, 2011

As the River flows

It is so nice to be in a place were most of  my childhood memories taken place. They say that you cannot step twice in the same river...it is indeed true but it is an awesome feeling to be in the same place again after a long time of spending life elsewhere.Life seems so busy after all despite of that its all paid off to step again in a place where i learned how to swim,were i used to wash the laundry and playing in the river after wards. I'd been there 3hours ago, though i am old enough to swim like a child but i did and it was one of the happiest moment i could count on as far as growing up is concern. I'd swim all the way until life stresses vanish as memories flows back when i was just a child...its worth spending my time. The water may not clean but who cares i was there way back for a countless times...swimming for a countless time so why would i feel that it is awful and dirty?Its always been a part of me...a beautiful part of me that add up the colors of my life...as the river flows it is my chances to keep on fighting the life battle and whether i win or lose i still can get the beautiful part of life knowing that i did my best to spend it the way it should be. I love life....and i love spending it with the people who cares about me in the places wherever life takes me and looking back on yesterday with the happiness in my heart.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

I would like again to thanks my grandmother who supported me in so many ways.
To my grandfather who always there to support me also.
To my aunt Christine, manong Van and Jinjin who shared their blessings... thanks for the kindness and support...
There are many obstacles to encounter before success to be at hand. Like me, just an ordinary human being with an ordinary life. There were many people who wanted me down. But because of these people and with God's supports i could tell that i am half way to what i call success and that's the completion of my study. I will be forever in debt and grateful to my grandparents especially lola Gloria whose efforts and sacrifices i'd seen all the time for me to be able to finish my study. I may not be showy and never did I tell you how much i love u and how much all your effort means a lot to me but deep in the heart of mine God knows how much i wanted to tell u that i love u with all the love in the world. I love u lola....i really do, how i wish i could ease those tiredness u felt...how i wish i could carry your problems and worries...i'm willing to if only i could..i love u beyond words could ever say...thank u for everything that u did for me.
Dear God, thank u for having these people in my life. For my family who serve as my inspiration to dream big and to my grandparents who would do anything for my dreams to be realized, thank u. Thank You for the ups and down that made me strong and became wise. For the learning that molds me to be what i am now. Thank u for everything..I love U my wonderful Creator...thanks for making my life the way it is right now..I will look forward to another day with the happiness in my heart knowing that everything is possible..in your time.
As i face another semester if You permit me to...i would ask u to abide me always, be there for me every time, and if this is too much to ask i would humbly ask u to become an instrument that could make my family happy by helping them in anyway possible...by making my grandparents happy for they deserve it. I wanted to make them happy and proud of me. I will travel this journey with the hope that i could repay their kindness to me by making them happy..AMEN!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

without you i'm lost

without you who always guide me in every step of the way..i know deep within me i'm lost and without your hands who always lifted me i don't know how i keep on going...thank u for a million times for all the things i receive, for all the grace i savored and thank u for sending those people in my life who help me a lot, for believing my capacity and simply for trusting me in ways i never thought that they would..dear God for the things i went through i know u always keep me in your side and always protecting me by your grace thank u so much...i love you and whatever life brings i will not fear for u will always there for me and if the battle of life defeats me...please...carry me when my feet could no longer support me..thank u..i'm always yours!!!!!