guilty

i just wanted to ask sorry for offending to our God Almighty..i'm sorry for i failed to keep my promise Dear God..i acknowledge my shortcomings and ask Your forgiveness..i know You love me more than life itself..and You have given  me everything i wish for and yet i still offended You..please forgive me..though i love You so i cold not escaped temptations at times..i'm sorry..i hope i will be more stronger to defeat the call of evil..and with all the sins that i have i know that You love me more than enough..in everyday i experienced it...my heart knew it..my mind could testify it...though i am as i am You still there for me and never ever did that You lead me astray..You are there to guide me all the time..giving me strength when i thought i could no longer hold on..You pushes me to my limits to unleash the unlimited capability that i never thought i had..for all the favors..the blessings that You bestowed in me thank You very much..for everything that You have been given to me thank You..for what i am today thank You...i love You and Dear God...please do guide me in every step that i make and in every step that i am going to take..be there for me as always....

     this is my birth flower..i just happened to knew it a while ago..its name is iris....
from deep within there's a guilt i carried with me for failing to keep my promise to the One who created me wonderfully...i'm so sorry!

church hopping

i just came from the pilgrimage with my co-reviewee's and friends at the same time.It is my very first time to visits in different churches, it is indeed overwhelming and i feel good about it.It is also my first time to went under the cave.It is located in Guadalupe Cebu City..it's cute and so solemn... i love it there...i just did not make it to go to other churches for some important matters.. i need to attend the need of my brother as his companion in his enrollment...i'm so tired but i'm so happy that i made it in 6 churches and that he will enrolled this coming Monday...i just wish that someday i will be able to get a good job to support.. for my family and relatives...i prayed also that i will be able to make on the board exam after that got a job..a nice job with high salary...and finally to settle down with someone i dream about all this year...Lord thank for this day..thank you for the people who supported me... bless them my God...and guide me always..be with me all the time...i will surrender everything to you...thank You for all the favors that You have been given to me my Dear God..I LOVE YOU.

this flowers is dedicated to all the Saints whom i have taken the flowers being offered by them..i took the petals as my remembrance when i have visited them..i hope someday i will be able to replace it..i'm so sorry about that..thank You all for the Prayers... it sound foolish but i feel good when i have taken it with me..it feels like they are with me all the time..i don't want to promise but i will do my best that someday i have the capacity to offer You Mother Mary and to All the Saints a flowers...i love You and thank You...

just when i knew...

i knew i have an eye for u...but i never thought that what u said was a sign that u felt the same way...maybe i had felt it too but i let it passed because as for me..your not my ideal man..i want you but i don't need you..i dreamed of you but i don't want you for real...i just wanted you...liked you a lot..and i keep on praying for the best of you...

i can't understand what i feel for you but one thing is for sure i like you a lot.....i have crush on you but there's no way on earth that you will know about it..its a secret i could not share with anyone..i'm just keeping you here in my heart until i think of you no more...but whoever destined to be with you for the rest of your life she can count herself truly lucky for having you.....

.......from..... Cinderella..

                      who keep on waiting for her prince to come along!